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I Just Wanted To Post One Picture.

2010-10-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

Bumblebee? I love it. Especially the scene on Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen, the part where Shia LeBeauf explained to Bee that he can't follow to college and Bee started to cry. That part was so cute.

And Shia Lebeaufs' mother is so damn annoying. Especially when she's on weed.

Anyway, it's been a very long, long while since i blogged. The last was about my charity thing. The turn out was quite good as we managed to collect more than what we wanted. In fact, goods collected exceeded our expectations. People do have empathy. ((=

So, many things had happened. I can't say it's mainly crap because i have thoroughly enjoyed the past few months even though i made a choice to stop schooling when i'm almost graduating. In fact, i stopped school to work as an engineering assistant in a cleanroom environment and i'm completing my studies again next year.

But then again, i am completely bored with life. I feel a deep sense of loss as in something in life is missing. I keep searching and searching for it but i have no idea what it is that i'm looking for.

On another, much lighter note, can't wait for the 30th of the month because my halloween is gonna be spent with the bestfriends! ((=

And oh yeah, i got myself another 3 piercings and it's been 2 months and it has not healed yet. )=

A Little Charity Goes A Long Way.

2010-03-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

Alright people, i know i have been missing since forever but i was actually pretty busy. Busy thinking about what my direction in life is gonna be and busy testing out new directions. Not an easy task but, i have already begun!

Anyway, my friend and i are doing a little something for the community. The last time we did that it was a "Give A Book Campaign" where we aimed to collect 200 books and donating it to Pertapis but in the end, we collected 800 books!! Amazing isn't it?

So now, we're having our second initiative, which is the "Give A Thought Campaign." And, the purpose of the campaign is to,

1. Assist Star Shelter in raising items that they need urgently
2. Help rebuild the lives of women and children in need
3. Foster a volunteering spirit in you
4. To help give back to the community without eating too much into your time and money!

And before i forget, Star Shelter is the subsidisary under Singapore Council of Women Organisation and the shelter house has housed more than 1000 women and children who are victims of family violence since 1999.

The Give A Thought Campaign is basically a collection drive of the items needed by Star Shelter. Star Shelter relies heavily on the support of donors and volunteers and well wishers that is why they need our help!

The items they urgently need is:

1. Instant Noodles ( Bundle packs of 5)
2. Diapers for infants ( DRYPERS in Sizes S and M)
3. Baby Milk for infants ( NAN Brand)
4. 3-in-1 beverages
5. Biscuits
6. Canned Food
7. Cooking Oil

Interested to donate? Just leave your :
1. Name
2. Email and Mobile Number
3. Where you stay ( so that we can collect it from you)
4. What and how much you are donating ( So that we can keep track of the items)

And then leave me an email ( salehaabdullah@live.com )or tag at my Tagboard and i will get back to you asap!

Also to date, we have contributions from SBM ( 1 x 10kg of rice, 2 x instant noodles, 1 x diapers) and PCF - MPS ( 2 x 10 kg of rice)

And don't worry if you are only able to donate a single item, its the thought that counts and every item that you have contributed will be very much appreciated!

We're collecting till the 29th of March 2010 so quickly join in the fun.

We look forward to your contributions and have a great month ahead!

I Seem To Hate You So.

2010-02-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

February 24.

This date always reminds me of something but i don't know what. Someone's birthday? Maybe, but whose? I can't seem to remember. The information is like at the back of my mind and it keep eluding everytime i wanna reach out and tap on it.

Grrr. . . . this is so frustrating. And i think i hate this date. For some unknown and unclear reason.

Pretending At It's Best.

2010-02-24T00:19:00.004+08:00

I am so dead. I wanted to upload pictures from my camera to the laptop when i accidentally deleted them all. Even the very important Chingay and Table Top Exercise photos which has to be submitted to my grassroots leaders.

And i wanted to show those who miss Chingay @ North what it's all about! Gah! I don't have any chance now since i lost all the pictures. I thought some were nice and since i was so up close and personal with the floats.

Anyway, i'll be off to Langkawi for a much needed break from everything here. I am so sick of being in this country. Just for a moment. But i seriously am. Can't wait to get out to the beaches and sun.

Now, all i gotta do is clear my final exam this Friday, find a backpack for light travelling and then i'm done!

Thought you'd always be mine.

2010-02-20T16:10:00.004+08:00

2010 is all about changes. I realised that if you want to pursue a goal, you have to let go of the past and not allow it to hold you back.

A lot of things are going to happen this year and i learn that i have to give up something that is unconsciously holding me back. I'm glad that i've let go because if it's always for the better, than i'm all for it.

But of course, i still feel a little heartache. Just a little, not too much and definitely not as bad as last year.

I had alot of thoughts just last night, about what to update on the blog since i have been neglecting it since forever but it seems to have just disappeared overnight.

Anyhoos, we were supposed to be at our secondary schools' teachers' in about 30minutes but seems like everybody is not going and oh wells, so are us three. But that's okay tho' because we'll be having our own gathering at Sentosa on the 7th March. Hope i'll be back from Langkawi cause it's been awhile since i head over to that little island. (=

Gah, and exams have started and the school has given me one last chance to make things right since i have messed up my academic year pretty badly. Well, very, very badly.

Exams are certainly stressing me out. I'm like studying from 9am every morning to 9m at night. Gee, i've been studying for 12 hours straight every single damn day. Hope that the results shows that i'm being such a hardworking student. Not that anyone will believe me since i've been such a bad kid in school.

Alright, things has been pretty much a mess since the year had started but, the good times are definitely aplenty. And i'm pretty much finding myself through all this mess. Glad that things are finally at a stop. And i'll be back when i have thoughts to pen. (=

2010-01-25T08:48:00.000+08:00

Lately, things have not been good.

I don't wanna talk anymore.

2009-12-07T09:43:00.003+08:00

I don't like today. I know it has only been a few hours into Monday but i hate it already. I woke up bright and early to a happy mood but things just took a turn a few minutes later.

Maybe because i expect too much. I shouldnt have had so much hope on something that wouldn't happen.

A shot or two would be good. Or three, or four or five.

This is a disaster

2009-12-06T09:56:00.003+08:00

Yech, another 2 more weeks and it's officially common test time and i have yet to study anything at all. =S And i'm currently holding 3 Zoukout tickets. Don't know if i'm going since i'll be having some training the following morning at 9am( Zoukout ends at 8am!) and exam the next day. A friend of mine wants to get the tickets off me hands but i'm still so undecided. I've been looking forward to Zoukout since forever but there are so many factors pulling me away from it. We'll see how things go.

I went to Arena the other night. Had so much fun. Will do it again when exams are over.

Another day, another heartbreak.

2009-11-29T23:02:00.002+08:00

I think i am the most spontaneous person ever. These past few days has been great but there were some mishaps here and there which i am sure i will live to regret. I don't like the fact that i am so impulsive to the point of making decisions that will affect the people surrounding me even if it is clear to me that the decision that i am making is wrong and the consequences are going to be drastic.

I don't like the fact that because of me, people are hurting all over. Be it because of my honest intentions or my impulsive nature. If i could turn back the time, all these shit wouldnt happen and everyone wouldn't feel so miserable right now. I should just stick to my contingency planning.

And oh the last post? Scratch that.

I've got a confession to make.

2009-11-26T00:25:00.002+08:00

Hey boy, i think i'm starting to like you. I don't expect this from myself because i treat you like a friend and i thought that you were like all those men out there and starting having this negative feelings for you. But as time goes by, i realised that (at this point of time) you are better than the rest and definitely better than the last, but i'm kind of confused right now with so many things going on in my life what with my school work, my volunteer work and a whole lotta feelings that i have to deal with.

You see boy, the main problem with me is that i have feelings that are totally out of this world. No, they are not out of this world but i am the type of person who would feel the extreme points of each feelings be it i'm happy or sad, crazy or mad. And it doesn't help that i cannot seem to handle these feelings very well. I can go really ballistic over this. I'm up to my neck with all these crap.

We maybe good for each other but i think now is not the time to pursue anything personal. Just give me (maximum) 3 years to sort myself out because after i graduate, if the dust refuse to settle, i wanna leave and take some time out for myself. It'll be better for me, for you and for the rest. I need to think my life through.

Give me time boy. It's okay if you don't wanna wait for me. I know it'll hurt but it's gonna be alright in the end.

African Twin

2009-11-19T20:48:00.003+08:00

School was flooded today, and not the first time also. Seems like the rain is getting heavier and heavier. Clothes doens't seem to dry well but nights are getting cooler.

Assignments on racism has not been done and e-learning week is coming to an end soon. Like, tomorrow and i have not done a single thing yet. I'm supposed to dedicate these 2 days to completing all of my assignments but once i got online, i went to catch up on all the things that i have missed.

Anyway, i've been searching for this song for so long.

Raindrops

2009-11-11T18:55:00.002+08:00

Two things happened on Monday. A friend of mine, whom i had known since i was 16 passed away on the way to school. It came as a shock to me as i have seen him around in school. And if im not wrong, he was either about to graduate, or had just graduate. Sad case since he was only like 2 years older than me. =S

The weather these days hade been rather freaky. With the sun shining down so brightly and hotly in the morning and heavy rain during the afternoons. It seems that this kind of weather can create havoc in NP because on Monday, during my 3pm lesson, it started to rain heavily like normal but the rain, surprisingly flooded NP's Engineering building. And the worse part is, the sheltered walkway and road were also flooded so students were like stranded when the path to class is like less than 50m away. =x

Anyway, i am pumped up for next month. Hope nothing crashes my plan. heheh

6th Semester.

2009-10-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

The first day of semester 2. After what i had been through this past holiday, i was very excited to get back to school and boy was i not being disappointed.

My timetable maybe sucky for this semester, with lots of breaks in between especially on Mondays, but today was exceptionally spirit-lifting because it was just like old times. It's like i was waiting for a friend to end class and while sitting at block 50, friends started appearing just like that. It was like as though we've never been on holiday and we were just able to pick up from where we left of.

Not that i know whether you readers understand what i'm talking about. Anyway, it's only the first day of school and the week is not over yet, so imma see how things goes but my first day was definitely wonderful. It was more than words. (=

Super heaty

2009-10-10T11:42:00.002+08:00

I just got back from Sarawak a few days ago and i brought home the high fever which lasted for 3 torturous days. Wanted to head to A&E on the second day but nobody was around to accompany me. After my fever went down, i had the misfortune of getting ulcers. Not one, not two but ten. Yes! 10!

Imagine having 10 of them on your lips? And that is not inclusive of the ones on my tongue. So now im unable to eat any solid food. The cause of fever and ulcers is that my body is too heaty to the maximum. Like, really, really heaty like never before. Because i for one don't have a habit of drinking plain water unless i'm really not lazy on that day then i'll drown myself with water.

Now im trying everything possible, from eating grass jelly to drinking herbal soup to cool my body down and get rid of these super irritating ulcers.

Vicky

2009-09-24T11:36:00.001+08:00

Syawal

2009-09-19T20:25:00.004+08:00

Ramadhan is gone, the devils are finally released and syawal is finally here. A few days back, i wasn't in the mood for tomorrow's celebration, whatever it is, i just went with the flow. Things have been bought and house has been cleared. Just today, there was something in the air, something raya-ish that made me look forward to tomorrow. Maybe because i'm celebrating with a new confidence or . . . . . . . .whatever.

Anyway, seems like my laptop is giving me problems again today and i can't seem to access my hotmail account and photoshop so, i'll just present my last minute Hari Raya card.

And, did you notice that Hari Raya falls on the 20.09.2009? Nice.

Because i know you'll have my back whenever i fall and keep me strong whenever i feel like staying down. Thank you to those who were always there for me in sickness or in health, to those who put up with my domineering and obnoxious ways, to those who never fail to bring laughter and joy into my life and to those who have helped me endlessly with or without any complaints.

Thank you and Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, mohon maaf dan ampun jika ada salah silap.

Love, Saleha Abdullah

The Audio

2009-09-17T12:14:00.001+08:00

TMZ has obtained the audiotape of President Barack Obama calling Kanye West a "jackass" for hijacking Taylor Swift's acceptance speech during the VMAs.The audio was recorded just before Obama went on camera to do an interview with CNBC.

Before the interview began, Obama -- referring to Kanye's antics on stage -- said "I thought that was really inappropriate," then adding, "He's a jackass."After making the remarks, Obama said "Where's the pool?" Presumably, he was worried the joke would go wide. He noted the last time that happened, he got burned for killing a fly.

Obama said, "Cut the President some slack."

M.S.S is loved.

2009-09-15T18:28:00.003+08:00

I am currently craving for. . . . . .

sloppy ramly burgers

mee goreng basah from Teh Tarik

And, i have finally tracked down a Ramly Burger stall that is comparable to Malaysia's one. Not only that, the burger is relatively cheap too. ( and closer to home)

Ramly's Burger.

2009-09-13T16:56:00.005+08:00

If there's one burger aside from McSpicy that i love endlessly, it would have to be the Ramly Burger. Especially the authentic ones from Malaysia.

Last Friday, i had the fortune to break fast in the neighbouring country. Of course, what is eating over there when there is no Ramly burger involved. Yes, the bazaar at Causeway point has more than one stall selling the burger but nothing can be compared to Malaysia's one. The patty is not only thick, the eggs are not dried and over cooked and. . . . . they have coleslaw in it.

Yes! Coleslaw, right at the bottom of the burger. And im not talking about a slab but more like a slab or two, or three. Unlike the singapore ones, where everything is not only overpriced, but miserly small too.

oh wells~

All i'm left to do is to get some drinks, bake some kuihs and clean my room and i'm all set for Raya. Not that i'm looking forward to it because. . . . sigh.

Other than that, i have just re-installed my photoshop so it's back to editing photos! And i recently learnt some new photoshop tricks, so yea. (=

p.s. it's like 2 hours more and i am so hungrehh.

Girl For All Season.

2009-09-13T16:17:00.006+08:00

Just finished baking 2 batches of Chocolate Chips and White Chocolate Chip cookies. I think i like this particular recipe because the dough mixture is very soft so that when you munch on those cookies, it'll just melt in your mouth. Not that i have tried it just now since i am fasting.

Let me tell you, the smell of the cookies are simply OMG. Mummy wanted to give some away but i told her no, since it's like a sacred item in out house and guests who visit us are allowed to only have a few pieces because i'm gonna keep watch on how many pieces they eat. HAHA. I'm not trying to be selfish but what can i say, i just simply love chocolate chip cookies. Especially those buttery ones from Famous Amos. Oh yes, i just love buttery-melt-in-your-mouth kind of cookies. Yums.

Anyhoos, yesterday was the first time in my entire life that i have break fasted in a Mosque. Yes, i break fast in the mosque yesterday. Assyakirin Mosque since my brother was giving a speech there. It helps that you are well connected, left and right are grassroot leaders of some constituency. heheh.

We had Briyani for dinner and i must say, i really miss eating from the say tray. The last time i did that was when i was 16, attending some neighbours wedding at my grandmother's kampung. The spirit is there you know. The togetherness of some sort when you share with other people from the same tray. But i ate with my family lah. hurhur.

6 more days to Raya babe!

I've got proof that people change

2009-09-11T13:13:00.002+08:00

Such a brilliant day today. I woke up to a very, very humid weather and within one hour, rain started to pour down and splash into my room. Can't say i don't enjoy the cool weather. It's been a change from the last few days where the weather was outrageously warm and humid, sapping my energy all the way, testing my patience.

Lets talk about last week. Last week, the family and i decided to break fast at Victory. I didn't wanna go there since the place is too commercialised and the prices has shot up to sky high when the quality of the food is like very bad. But my father decided to go anyway and we were like so thoroughly disappointed. Because, they only sell Murtabak and Briyani during the month of Ramadhan. Of course i was very pissed off so i gave some people a piece of my mind. I think it's rubbish to only have to items on the menu for Ramadhan. Like wth.

Enough said. I don't want a recollection of my anger during a cooling day like this.

Imma break fast outside again today. There goes my terawih for 3 days straight. =/ "Because those who don't solat during Ramadhan are only fasting in vain, no pahala, no whatsoever". But then again, only God knows. <-- Direct translation from Arabic hor.

I'm not trying to be self-righteous or anything. Just wanna remind our fellow muslims that Ramadhan is only once a year and it's a time when God forgives all our sins and the door to repentance is always open 24/7. For a month only. So we should try our best to chase all the brownie points because, who knows, we may never see Ramadhan again. ( Okay i hate this part right here. )

"It's during the younger days that we should try and do good, not wait until we are old and have collected mountains of sins. "

See You Again.

2009-09-09T23:17:00.003+08:00

I am so bored being stucked at home. Afternoon was great tho', perfect timing from accompanying a friend to Admiralty while waiting for mamat and then reach home at the same time as he did. (=
Guess i should be clearing up all of my work. Like clean up my room and rearrange all the furnitures and, install my photoshop so that i can start working on some pictures.

Anybody has CS4?

Okies bye~

Crack a bottle.

2009-09-08T11:45:00.003+08:00

I've recently begun making my own lemon juice because i read some where that drinking lemon with warm water helps to not only clear the lower intestines, but to also aid digestion. Plus, it is like loaded with Vitamin C. I have been drinking this uber sour drink every night after terawih, before i head to bed.

Of all the pills i have tried to detox with, non of them worked. From the traditional jamus to the modern supplements. Maybe because i'm highly resistant to all that? So it took like 3 days for the benefits of the lemon juice to kick in and can say that i have never felt better. Maybe for now it's just psychological since it is too soon to see the result.

I don't have to worry of putting chemicals in my body or if i'm just wasting money on a product that's not going to work because not only are lemons cheap, it's au natural too and if it doesn't work, at least it's still loaded with Vitamin C, which is good for attaining perfect hair, and you know how much i want that since my hair has totally been not taken care of after i highlighted it.

Speaking of which, i can't wait for my hair to grow out and then maybe re-highlight it.

Anyhoos, Raya is like a week away. Next sunday to be exact. Time really flies this year and i haven't been doing anything beneficial but i am determined to start tomorrow because i have a goal, i have an agenda and i have a plan.

Ching Ching

2009-09-04T12:42:00.006+08:00

This is like my favourite NigaHiga video ever. Those who have not watched him before are really missing out alot since Youtube has deleted most of his videos under his channel because of copyright issues. But you can search it. Should take a look at the "How to series." Have a laugh. (=

Grassroots

2009-09-04T12:23:00.003+08:00

What would you do if your secondary school reunion falls on the same day as your grassroots' meeting?

Some people may choose the reunion over the meeting and i would do too but this particualer meeting is one i happened to like to attend. And furthermore, we're gonna attend an event the week after and i need to gather as much information as possible.

Grr. . . what a dilema.

You know, i know

2009-09-03T20:07:00.002+08:00

It's the third time this year that my laptop has been giving me blue screen problems. Everytime the blue screen appears, the laptop will restart itself and if im really, really unlucky, the whole cycle will repeat like a few times after i turn my laptop on. Very frustrating i must say. Imagine yourself in the middle of surfing the next and the laptop switches off just like that.

Thought of calling Acer but acer is like good for nothing. Make me so pissed just thinking about the last time when i called in. Grrrr. . . .

And i received a surprise on Monday morning. One of my student's parents texted me so bright and early in the morning just to wish me a 'Happy Teacher's Day' and how 'whatever i had given to the daughter cannot be repaid'. Can say i'm surprised with the sudden message because well, seriously, i'm not a teacher at all. (=

You got me on my knees.

2009-09-02T21:18:00.004+08:00

I had these babies made on Sunday. I have this interest in baking brownies and cupcakes since forever but since procrastination is like my best friend, i delayed baking it for months. Until last sunday that is. And now that i've tried baking those things, i think i'm gonna continue doing it. Maybe baked some for Raya also? Anyway, on that day, i only baked like 18 of them. Make it like exquisite and limited edition. Heheh.

Babe, you think you know, but. . . you have no idea.

Special Examination

2009-09-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

I received a call on monday morning. It was my lecturer calling to inform me about my Special Examination today. Exams were supposed to be over last Tuesday but i had taken MC since i wasn't feeling very well. Informing me on Monday was very last minute.

Got me into panic mode. Which i obviously don't like. I straight away went into the planning-how-to-study mode but forgot all about it after awhile which resulted in me only studying last night while watching Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam on TV2. I went to bed after the story end and wanted to continue studying after Sahur since my paper is like later at 2pm. But one hour after i fell into bed, my friend asked me to meet her for a little while but being the scaredy-cat that i am, of course i had to refuse. Heheh. She wanted to borrow a pencil for her exam today since she has lost hers some where.

Anyway, this year's fasting is quite bad. I've been hit by severe gastric and bouts of vomitting which resulted in me not being able to fast. This is not good. I have been looking forward for this holy month for quite awhile and now that i'm down with all types of nonsence, i am not allowed to fast. But i don't think i'm gonna give a hoot. I'm gonna try to fast even if it kills me. Like literally. Hurhur.

I can't wait for 2pm because that'll be the time my paper starts and i can start being in the official holiday mood and not worry when my special examination is going to happen. =/

Just letting it be.

2009-08-28T22:34:00.003+08:00

I'm so not feeling well at all. Maybe i deserve it for not taking my medications religiously. Or as instructed by the doctor. =/

Tomorrow will yet be another busy day but at least i can look forward for Sunday to take a break. And oh yah, my handphone is also down. Will be having it serviced once i transfer all my contacts to the Sim card and once i can bear to let it go for e few days. hurhur.

Goodnight world, for once, i am going to take a rest since this poor body is not up to standard anymore. =/

Where will life take you?

2009-08-26T21:31:00.003+08:00

Abstainence

2009-08-24T18:20:00.003+08:00

Just sat for my maths paper and frankly speaking, i'm quite worried. Another 30 more minutes till we're able to break fast.

I've noticed time flew real fast these past few days. Me like. I'm not even aware that i'm hungry or nearly dying of thirst. heheh

Anyway, i'm having my last paper tomorrow first thing in the morning so no more sleeping after Sahur. Other than that, i'm supposed to study right after my maths paper but abstaining from food and drinks equates to me being a little retarded and so i am here surfing the net and playing random games to pass time.

I had a sudden thought during my maths paper just now. The thought of having KFC for dinner. In the middle of my maths paper. Very random but at least it got me not stressing about the paper. heh.

Now, what should i have for break fast since i'm stuck in school studying for tomorrow.

Selamat Berbuka Everybody! (=

Ramadhan is here again!

2009-08-22T05:15:00.002+08:00

Just finished my Sahur and am waiting for dawn to arrive. But before that, let me gulp down one gallon of water first before dawn comes.

It's yet another ramadhan and we all should be thankful that we are able to live to see this year's Ramadhan, the holy month. But the starting of my ramadhan is plagued with exams, exams and more exams. Monday will be the first paper and it's MATHS! Engineering maths 3 to be precised and then there's Mechanics paper on Tuesday. Wonder how i'm going to study.

Anyway, can't wait for the holidays to come so that i can sleep in and wake up very, very late.

Selamat Berpuasa Everyone! (=

Edit Japan

2009-08-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

I had my second paper today. Seriously, i think last minute study really works because it'll force you to come up with alot of creative ideas to make sure that we pass. Furthermore, the more familiar you are with the school system, the more your planning will go well. That's where experience play apart too. You know lah, as they say, having the experience will help you get things done better. So what more can i say, i'm practically ~~breaking~~ bending all the school rules without getting caught since you know which tricks in the book to pull. And the lecturers are actually very flexible. They have this tendency to be all fierce when you're in Year One just to scare the shit out of you.

Anyway, i'm like in the holiday mood already and i am left with 2 more papers. Can't wait till they're done so i can finally get my beauty sleep. (=

Bete

2009-08-16T10:59:00.003+08:00

I went to Joo Chiat yesterday to get my Hari Raya clothes. I always pester my mother to get them before the fasting month because there is no way i am shopping for clothes in the hot, hot heat while abstaning from food and drinks. So that means. everything vital for Hari Raya has been settled, the only thing left to do is to bake the kuehs and clean the house. I think the best part is cleaning the house or shall i say my room. I'm kind of excited of thinking of a new design.

Anyhoos, i dislike going to the bazaar actually since there will be so many Mats and Minahs there. Let's give a big "Ewww" everybody. Lolz. But since my important clothings has been settled, i am allowed to waste my mother's money and get a few more cheap ones at the bazaar.

And oh yea, when i was at Joo Chiat yesterday, i was at this RH boutique, every year without fail, they would have a free buffet spread for everyone. So while i was there, they played this particular song that i know. But the song that i know was the techno version and i found out that the original version was a dangdut. Luckily( or not) i like dangdut, if not. . . . that's it ah!

So that means some malay went to remixed the song and make it a techno version for them to dance fireball too. ( Last time was fireball, now is shuffle)

And i have one week to have my contingency planning for my exams!

Dusty Days

2009-08-13T18:38:00.004+08:00

It's been awhile since i've last updated. Everytime i want to update something, i will immediately lose the will to write.

Sentosa outing ( again ) for Saliheens' Advance 21st birthday was great. That was like exactly 2 weeks from today. And then there was Ngee Ann's National Day Celebration in school. And yesterday, we had our final paper for Engineering Design. I don't know what to say if i don't pass this paper. hurhur.

Anyway, my lesson started at 8.30am today and i woke up right on the dot at 8.30am and then went back to sleep since i figured there is totally no point in rushing for a class that will end 2 hours later. Tomorrow will be the last day of school and damn if i wake up late again.

Will be having a paper on Monday and then 2 more papers till i'm officially done for this semester. *grins* But the whacked part of this is that my exams will be during the fasting month. Kind of piss me off abit since i have to re-organise my study time. =/

Anyhoos, i just had McSpicy with cheese for lunch/dinner. The parents are off to malaysia for the day and i'm stuck at home all alone with nothing to do. By right, i was supposed to study but i couldnt bring myself to haul my lazy self to hit the books. And the paper is this coming Monday and i have not yet start revising for the module.

One More Time Please.

2009-08-04T22:09:00.004+08:00

I don't know what has come over me. It's only 10pm and i am ready to sleep, ready for what tomorrow brings, and most importantly, ready for school. I was the earliest to reach home and now i'm going to prepare my clothings and pack my bags and then head to bed. Weird but true. Maybe because i am in an extremely good mood, which is such a contrast from yesterday.

Other than that, R.I.P Fang Jun Kai. Though i don't know you personally, you were still one of our ex-schoolmate who lost the battle to cancer.

Isn't life just too short?

That Feeling Of Guilt.

2009-08-04T19:03:00.003+08:00

Just when i thought this week will be the last week of school, my classmate just had to burst my happy bubble and tell me that next week is then the last week. Not fun already~

Maybe that was what contributed to the fact that i was in an awful mood yesterday. Anyhoos, think i'll be attending school religiously from now on. And from now on means the 6 days of school left.

Heheh.

I have less than a week to go before it's exam time. Now then want to be a good student and attend classes. hurhur. Now i'm left with waiting for the exam timetable to be released and then i'll start allocating all my time for studies.

I am studying for my Maths Core Competency Test which is tomorrow but here i am being so distracted, fiddling around with the internet explorer. I thought i wanna have some fun before exams officially starts but i realised that the week before exam starts, fasting month is already on and speaking of exams, i have good news for myself(!!)

I have only 2 examinable modules this semester so therefore my exam will only happen on 2 days! The other 2 modules is on next wednesday and on the 17th of August. Atleast this time, i don't have to slog my guts out.

And i did something real bad on sunday and i'm still feeling so guilty up till today. =/

Hungreh

2009-08-04T13:24:00.003+08:00

Another 16 more days and fasting officially starts. I'm feeling a wee bit nervous about it.

Anyway, yesterday was officially the most horrible day in school. Well not exactly, but i was in a horrible bad mood but it got better towards the end of the day. Things improved tremendously when nightfall came.

But i was such a good girl yesterday. I came early for classes, not skipped any and even reached home early.

And i'm stuck in school on a Tuesday when i supposedly don't have any classes but i chose to come to school to complete all my overdue work and study for my Maths test tomorrow.

Bleargh~ But i am getting so sleepy. . .

heh.

The Morning After.

2009-07-29T11:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the most horrible day at volunteering.

Today, not only did i woke up late, i woke up with a heavy heart.

I wanted to skip classes again today since i was still sick and was not in a good mood but i got ready for school anyway. That is, until i re-read my MC. I realised that i had 3 days of MC and it ends today. Unpack my bag, went online and went to bed.

Life is good. I will be attending only one day of school this week.

Shoot Me

2009-07-25T11:37:00.002+08:00

Woke up today bathein sweat and feeling very disorientated. The pounding in my head was too much to bear but i felt as though my temperature had cooled down. Nothing new there since the past few fevers that i had would usually subside in the wee hours of the morning. So i would have fever for only a few hours instead of the normal one where it would stretch for 3 days or so.

I checked my temperature and realised that it had shot up to 38.6 C. Up 4C from last night's 38.2 C. The last time i had normal fever was when i was 14 years old. That one was during the Sars period and my temperature had hit 39.9 C.

So it's back down to 38.0 C and sshhh. . . . i have something on later. I know its sounds so irresponsible to be out spreading the virus when i should be at home resting but i don't want to skip anything anymore.

Grrr.. . . and i'm craving for something soupy. Stupid sore throat got me feeling the pain.

Hee-Nee ( H1N1 )

2009-07-24T18:42:00.002+08:00

I think Ngee Ann Polytechnic is like the best tertiary instituition ever eventhough the regulations are pretty strict as compared to the rest of the schools. I don't know about you, but we have shuttle buses from key points in Singapore to school and not only that, we just received our free thermometer.

I know it's such a small thing but think of how many free thermometers that they have to issue out just in the School of Engineering. ( Just imagine the whole of Ngee Ann!! )

So anyway, i received mine on Monday and being the good student that i am, i decided to test it out only 4 days after receiving it ( when i should have checked my temperature everyday ). And the first reading that i got was spot on 37.6 C.

No shit man. I'm having a fever. I feel slightly feverish, and to make matters worse, i was reading the box of the thermometer and Ngee Ann pasted a sticker on the box and it read ".....that 37.6 C is the trigger temperature for Influeza A ( H1N1). "

Thanks eh.

Well, most of my friends are grumbling about why they aren't being quarantined and such and hoping to know someone that is infected with that another-species-of-flu-bug, but not for me man, i don't wanna be cooped somewhere foreign with medical specialists or whatsoever. I may dislike attending classes, but i know i'll hate being quarantined more. And if we were to be quarantined, what would happen to Sentosa next week?

hurhur.

Purpur

2009-07-24T17:26:00.003+08:00

Life, has been hectic as usual, what with all the volunteering and school work thrown together. I haven't been to school as much as i should. Like say, only 2 days per week? Exams are coming in a few weeks time and the closer they are, i realised that the more i tend to cut classes. And i heard a good news today(!!) Since exams are coming, debarment week is over and that means that i don't even have to attend the 2 days of school at all! I can just slack at home and pretend that i have already graduated. hurhur. What nonsence! (=

Anyway, due to the very irregular hours at school, it's the norm for us ( or is it just me? ) to eat less than 3 times a day so it's like breakfast + dinner or lunch + dinner or sometimes just any one meal a day or whatever that rock your boat. And if we know that we don't have any time to eat during the later part of the day, we'll just eat one weird full meal for breakfast/lunh/dinner.

Take for example today, we went for break at 10am and i decided to get Indian Style Fried Rice for breakfast since i would be too busy to eat for the rest of the day, but it wasn't ready so i was recomended to have this:

Yes, chicken briyani so bright and early in the morning and one hour later, i was already down and out. So i decided to return home and just sleep the day away. I was in and out of sleep, texting away and i woke up with a darn sore throat. =/

But what better way to cure a sickness than online shopping itself? And to my ultimate pleasure, i saw these two babies.

I freaking like the shoe alot okay! It's like the prettiest thing next to me. ( heheh ) I think purple is like the sweetest colour ever even if people tend to associate it with homosexuality.

OMGZXZXZXZXZ AM I IN LOVE OR WHAT??!!

Mundane Talk

2009-07-23T18:46:00.002+08:00

Why does today feels so much like Friday?

But i had a great time this morning, just something that i did not expect. And the sleep was good too. (=

Lazy Days.

2009-07-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

Omg. I am like so ~~lazy~~ busy to update my blog. I have not even upload any of the Sentosa photos. School seems to be taking its toll on me. And i just remembered that i have ED on Monday. This is so not good.

Give me a few days time, when i'm in a good mood ( i happen to be in a constant bad mood), then i'll start clearing all my overdue work.

Back at one.

2009-07-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

Omg, now what? I'm like having the flu and sore throat. Grrr...So irritating. =/

So many things to update but first, gotta head to bed and get some rest in case tomorrow really happens. ( cross my fingers )

And my hotmail is flooded with facebook notifications. 45 and still counting! Gonna wait till tomorrow before i start clearing those emails. If not, it just won't end.

So good night world and im kind of expecting bad news for tomorrow.

Say it right.

2009-07-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

I am so glad that the weekends are here but i am hoping that next week will come true. For once, please make this right for me.

Had a blast at Sentosa yesterday. Pictures will be up everywhere soon. But a few pictures of me was only taken because a certain someone came to find me and chatted for quite a while. (=

Whacked

2009-07-05T20:55:00.002+08:00

OMG. I just remembered that i have a 1000 word essay on gears and whatnots due tomorrow and i havent even started on a damn thing.

Should i just get an MC? =/

Lost.

2009-07-03T22:54:00.004+08:00

I don't like it that it is the start of a new month. I don't like it that time passes really slow. I keep looking at the calendar and hoping that it will be a new month soon. Don't know why, i'm just not looking forward to July.

Maybe i'm just not looking forward to the third week of July. Cause i know you'll just leave me stranded again. And i hate myself for being so stupid to believe in you.

I hate all these feelings because it makes me don't wanna go to school anymore. I don't have the mood to attend classes and i seriously don't have the strength to face a new day.

I guess i'm just not strong enough and we're back to square one again.

Say you, say me.

2009-07-03T18:35:00.001+08:00

It's another month till it comes again. The most dreaded but also much loved time of the year.

Yes, Ramadhan. I am half excited for it to come again but at the same time dreading it because this year, it'll happen during my exam time and we all know that i now have a habit of studying overnight at McDonalds.

And it's next month!

That is fast you know. A blink of an eye, it's gonna be one year from the last ramadhan. One year where all the trouble started.

Life is just so unfair.

Ground Zero For Swine Flu

2009-06-30T14:01:00.002+08:00

I think it's a matter of time before anybody else you know will be infected with swine flu. Because you know why?

Because Republic Poly has more than 50 cases of it and they're not closing the school just yet and the worse part is, 2 days ago, they had this Republic Run and there were alot of people there participating and volunteering.

I won't be surprised if the whole of woodlands is concentrated with suspected cases of H1N1.

Boy am i pissed! About something else.

Supposed to be asleep.

2009-06-28T00:59:00.002+08:00

It's 1am on a Sunday morning and i am supposed to be asleep because i have to wake up at 5am later and be at RP at 6.30am for the Republic Run. No, no i am not participating in the run but am just doing some volunteering work there.

Volunteering work has taken up most of my time, it should be called part-time instead. Without the pay that is.

And then school will re-open on Monday, which is tomorrow. Gah! Luckily it is not like secondary school where the re-opening of schools will give me the heebie-jeebies. Thank god this term is going to end soon. Just 1 month+ of school and that's it, new semester which supposedly to be my last but oh wells~

Yawnz~ And I am up because i am playing Mafia Wars.

That Military Red Jacket.

2009-06-26T13:01:00.006+08:00

Guess everyone would have heard the news by now.

The King Of Pop, the one who came up with Billie Jean, Thriller. I remember watching him in concert when i was so much younger. Watching people faint when he perform. Remembering him being in Singapore, remembering that particular red jacket.

I know alot of people may think that he is a freak of nature but still, he left us with a legacy of No. 1 hits, top awards and astounding dance moves. He maybe called names and made fun of, but still, he is the King Of Pop.

It's quite a shock actually to realise that he's no longer here. Not only that, he was on the road to his final curtain call, his final concert.

Rest well MJ.

p.s. i still can't believe that he's gone.

Baby i'm in love again.

2009-06-20T20:09:00.006+08:00

I contemplated getting E75 because i like the slide by the side function, but i also wanted a touchscreen so i decided to get the Nokia 5800. Furthermore, i wasn't in love with 5800 at all. How i wish there was a phone that can combine these two together.

Just yesterday, i was watching the telly when a particular phone advertisement came up. I didn't pay much attention because i thought that it was the advertisement for the newest Xpress Music but no, lo and behold, i think i just found my perfect phone.

N97, and it comes in white too. I think i'm in love but i don't think i'll be getting it anytime soon. Yes, yes, i know i am very materialistic and fussy, think i have heard that a few million times already. heh.

But the keypad is quite small aye?

Anyways, the weather this past few weeks has been freakish-ly hot, i hope when Ramadhan comes, it won't be as hot as this but surprisingly it rained today. Atleast the earth can be cooled even if it's for a little bit. (=

Just one more bowl of rice please.

2009-06-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

My mother mentioned that i have put on weight. She said that she is able to judge by the size of my cheeks. She said it look like a tomato. She told me all these when we were watching The Ultimatum. And i went on to tell her that atleast i look cute. Heheheh

Bah! I am so not liking this at all. I wanna go back to last week where i didnt eat at all and even if i do, i would vomit back all the food. That's how my body works for you, when i'm in shock. No, no, i'm not in shock because of my test, just that the secret was out of the bag last week and i was at the receiving end of it. And by eating, it shows that my appetite is back and i'm happy. Oh wells~

I have been stuffing my face with solid food but (!!!) i have 3 weeks max to shed off all these gained weight. Secret lah~ heheheh

What day is it today?

2009-06-19T14:03:00.001+08:00

( This post is actually written a week ago and edited a million of times)

Common Test is finally over. No more confusion over days and no more mugging till the very next morning. I can finally get some sleep.

This week has definitely been a stark contrast from last week. During test week, the amount of food i consume is maximum once per day, smoking is definitely always and sleeping time is reduced to whenever i have time to catch some shut eye. There were times when i didnt get a wink for a few days straight and then continue with my studies. I wonder how my mind can cope with being sharp and absorbing of information. Oh wait, i drink chicken essence, the liquid that everybody says is gross.

Now, i totally stop smoking ( sort of ), i eat anything and everything that is within reach and i sleep a few times a day. No, not nap but sleep a few times per day. OMG, i am turning into a pig.

Just ~~today~~ Wednesday, my mother took me out to geylang market, while doing her foot massage, i slept, and when i got home, i slept too. This is so scary because by the time school reopens, i'm gonna be one fat piggg and me don't likeeeeeeeee. Heheh. I can bet you that tonight, i'm gonna have a deep sleep. Someone commented that i havent't had enough sleep that's why i'm always sleeping and eating the days away but common test is like so last week and its wednesday already and i should have got enough rest by then.

But anyways, school's out for 2 weeks and i can do whatever i like and wake up whenever i like. The most exciting part is, another couple more months till exam time and i can finally be free. ( well, not really ) heheh

I opened a donut factory in my heart

2009-06-19T10:49:00.001+08:00

There was a big hole, i jumped!

I knew that i couldn't get out.

But i still jumped.

Now I'm stuck.

Should i be complaining?

Nope, guess i shouldn't...

To phone or not to phone

2009-06-17T22:25:00.003+08:00

Just when i'm waiting for the price of this baby to drop, Nokia just had to come out with a new full touchscreen phone. )'=

It's the Nokia 5530 Xpress Music. It looks so much like the 5800 but i read the reviews saying that 5800 is better but the 5530 will be cheaper because there is no 3G and GPS function. But it comes in White!!!! A colour that i have always wanted in a phone.

Anyhoos, its slated to be released in September 2009. Can celebrate Raya with the touchscreen phone. hurhur

Other than that, Nokia is going to released E72 during the 3rd quater of the year. Now i'm confused about which phones to get. E72 comes with at 5MP camera, but 5530 comes in white and is touchscreen but 5800 is so much better than 5530.

*scratch heads*

Of Diamonds and Gems

2009-06-17T21:13:00.004+08:00

Just when i wanna get my daily dose of bejeweled game, it just had to go into maintenance mode.

What am i gonna do now???

heheh

What blues?

2009-06-08T13:03:00.003+08:00

It's a fine, fine day today. I woke up in a very dull mood since i had no school and didn't have any idea on what to do but i forced myself to be in school and things just went uphill then.

I'm in a freaking good mood even though i'm having my common test later at 4pm and then have to rush to study for another paper tomorrow.

Things surely are different from the past week.

I havent blog since forever because i havent been in the very best of mood and school is taking a toll on me. 3rd year is being so mundane. My mind and body were one on not going to classes but i realised that if i want to be better i gotta force myself to get up and running and not stay at home to brood over things.

Next week is the start of my 2 weeks term break and i am so not looking forward to it because i will have nothing to do at all except for going out and spending money. ( which i use to like but it has become such a bore now )

yawnz~ now let me go and study for my Applied Mechanics. (=

A sleeping pill a day keeps the nightmares away.

2009-05-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

It's going to be the end of the month soon and i have never been busier! I have so many activities crammed into a day, 7 days a week, no time to have long and deep sleep, no time to eat a decent meal and if breathing isn't automatic, i would probably be too busy to do it too!!

All these late nights are gonna come back and haunt me one day. I mean seriously, i only managed to head to bed at 3 everyday and wake up 3 hours later, and the worse part is even though i sleep late, my schol work is still not done yet! I just remembered i still have one project to be submitted next week and a few other online ~~rubbish~~ assignments that have yet to be completed.

yawn~

Anyway, i've started reading again but what i'm reading are all my old materials, wanna find a shop that sells old, old books.

Urgh. And i don't seem to have the time to even clean my messy room. No wonder i'm always in a bad mood at home. I detest mess in confined spaces. My room is worse than a pig sty. I bet the swine flu can be bred here. heheheh.

Chocolate cakes for me please.

2009-05-19T15:03:00.002+08:00

I have this insatiable craving for something chocolate-y. Especially cupcakes or brownies top with melted dark or white chocolates. Been meaning to order a few batches from a friend but everytime i want to place an order, something just have to happen. I wonder when can i satisfy this craving of mine. This is seriously killing me. :/

On another note to distract myself from my very disturbing craving,

Is it me or has Eminem lost weight and look so mean???

When I grow up.

2009-05-15T16:39:00.005+08:00

I haven't been blogging in a while. Everything's the same except that i have a few events to attend these coming few days. Facebook is making the blog seem so boring. I don't even know what to write anymore!

I skipped school this morning. I woke up early but headed back to bed since i was so damn tired. Threw all the specially coiffed plans out the windows. Went to NTU to have lunch with my mother and since the McDonalds were so damn cheap, i decided to upsize and change the drinks. Using my mother's money. Heheh.

Anyway, i've got something up my sleeve and it's going to make somebody one happy person. (=

And the picture of the oil rig is taken in Singapore by the way. It's off Marina Barrage.

Something's brewing.

2009-05-07T23:58:00.001+08:00

Alright, alright. I will blog in a few days when i have the time. I am always out for school, tuition and some volunteer work and by the time i get back home, all i can do is to check my 30 over emails that i get per day. Life is just so hectic and tiring these days.

Just now when i was in the toilet, i was looking at my face and realised how haggard i look, and my eye bags are growing at an alarming rate. I used to not have obvious dark eye rings and eye bags but now it's just going overboard. Seriously, i look so damn terrible. I'm supposed to be glowing since i hit the big 2-0 today but no, im so yellowish and icky. heheh

Anyhoos, i wanna clear up all my overdue work and then re-managed my time and then start heading to bed early because sleeping late make me hate school more and i don't wanna hate school more then i hate it now.

My body clock needs to be re-adjusted from next week on, because if this continues, i'm gonna look like an old bitch by next year. I'm still young by the way. ( Let me emphasise on the young sentence ) heheheh

I'm really not that narcissistic.

2009-05-05T16:43:00.003+08:00

Everytime i want to blog about what i did at Ubin the mood just disappears. Furthermore, the massive amount of pictures by 6 different cameras havent arrive yet. I just want the pictures with my face in it. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Ok bye. I need to get some stuff done before attending the Meet The People session with Mr Hawazi at Blk 30.

Off to Ubin.

2009-05-02T06:36:00.002+08:00

It's a brand new day today and yesterday felt so like Saturday. I have to be out in about 3 minutes but here i am blogging away. Well, i dare say i am excited for this OBS trip on the little island of Ubin. I have just finished packing most of my stuffs and the only thing left is my pair of sunglasses and shoes.

Alright i gotta go now and be early!! Goodbye world! (=

Let's pitch a tent baby.

2009-05-01T23:04:00.002+08:00

I am so dead. I am going out to enjoy myself till night and I have OBS tomorrow first thing in the morning. I have not even started packing a single thing. So lazy want to pack here pack there. I don't even know what to wear!

Anyways, i was out just now at causeway point and having zero intention of spending money but instead, i bought 2 much needed pair of pants. Not that it's exciting or anything but yeah. . . I just got back and am feeling so damn tired and i have to meet the rest at 6.45am tomorrow but I am so lazy to pack too. I have already used up my brain juices for my Integration tutorials so i so do not need to use the juices to pack my bag. And i don't know why i'm making such a big fuss about it since i'll be away for only 2 days. (=

bah! And i still need an Adidas backpack.

Just Plain Tired.

2009-04-27T22:00:00.003+08:00

Usually the journey to me school would take around one hour to reach but not today. I set out for school at the usual timing at 7.45am. Reached Bukit Panjang on time but 2 buses went by me because it was damn full. I wouldn't usually miss 2 buses but i think this is the norm for Mondays. Really put the capital B in Monday Blues. But missing 2 buses in a row made me late for my 9am class. The result?

I reached class at 9.45am.

And my class was like for one hour so i didnt see the point of going in since it was only 15minutes left to 10. My 10am class was supposed to end at 12pm but instead of the usual 2hours, it ended 5 minutes later. Made me wish i didn't wake up early and just come in the afternoon. (=

Anyway, since i don't have school tomorrow and friday is a public holiday, i realised that i only have 3 schooling days this week, and the best part is, Wednesday is 9am-5pm while Thursday and Friday is only from 9am-11am. (=

Monday blues.

2009-04-27T07:35:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna go to school on this horrible Monday morning.

Another Busy Man.

2009-04-26T21:17:00.003+08:00

I promised myself to sleep early tonight but it has become a very bad habit of mine to be online from night till the wee hours of the morning even if i am god-damn sleepy. Like now. I am yawning like mad but i stubbornly refuse to head to bed. I even have this thought of skipping the 9am class.

Something is making me frustrated. Don't know what but i know i need to party.

Tomorrow is monday which means it is the start of the second week of school. I cna betcha that the blues will be on on full force. What with the retarded and very boring first lecture and then the practical. I like the lecturer but she is kind of boring and she treat us all like little kids because the last time I checked, i'll be turning 20 in a weeks' time. ( HEHE can't help but throw that in) And i can't wait for Friday because. . . . . . . . HEHEHE it's a secret!! (=

Laughter and rain.

2009-04-26T11:49:00.004+08:00

Just when i'm blogging. thunderclouds are forming. Well, they have been forming since the time i woke up and look at the sky. That's my habit. I like looking at the sky and that's the first thing i'll do whenever i wake up.

So it's finally raining. After days of atrociously hot weather, it's gonna rain cats and dogs now. It's gonna cool down the earth and hot concrete. I bet hot steam will be rising from the ground.

But then again, i hope this weather will stay for long. Well not everyday but maybe once in a while.

Other than that, i have nothing to blog again but the weather has definitely put me in a good mood, definitely a change from the past few irritable and hot days. (=

Something got stuck.

2009-04-26T00:57:00.002+08:00

OhMyGodzxzxzxz. . . I am so damn sleepy but i am still online. Thinking about Monday just make my head spin. Bleargh. School, school, school. Don't wanna go to school but i wanna get far in life. Don't wanna be like those typical O levels-no-money-poor-jobs malay. And i have found somebody who can do my room. Just waiting for the right time to give him a call.

I am still not used to the idea of school. OMG. Thinking about it can literally make me sick which reminds me that i just got puked on just now. Thank god it's not solid food but just liquid.

Okay, okay good night then since i have nothing to blog about anyways.

Good Night World.

2009-04-24T22:55:00.003+08:00

Okay i am going to bed since Dee is not online to entertain me with his rubbish.

I AM SLIGHTLY MIFFED THAT DEE IS NOT ONLINE TO ENTERTAIN ME WITH HIS RUBBISH.

Okay well so it was kind of my fault because i told him i wont be online tonight. heheh.

It's 11pm at night and i'm heading to bed. And this is the first time in 4 months that i'm going to bed early.

So Good Night World. (=

I wanna sleep till daylight.

2009-04-24T15:37:00.003+08:00

OMG. I am so sleepy and at 3.30pm in the afternoon too!! Urgh. I can't seem to wake up today. Got my brother 3 tries for me to wake up fully and that is rare considering the fact that i am a light sleeper.

Lesson was for 3 hours today and i didn't feel like going at all because i was too tired but i still went for class.

But anyway, glad that the week i finally over because i can finally get my much needed rest. (=

Summer Jam

2009-04-23T14:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the first full school day and it nearly killed me. 9am to 5pm and i am damn tired. My feet hurts too and i can't seem to walk properly. I can't even walk properly today!

I slept early last night but couldnt managed to wake up this morning. As usual, i had thoughts of skipping classes since it was for 2hours anyway but the thought of my mother finding out sent me straight to the bathroom.

I guess my body is not yet accustomed to waking up so early in the morning and to make matters worse, the nights are full of tossing and turning because the weather is warm and my room is so humid. And my water intake has gone up by quite alot. I seldom drink enough plain water but today, i drank like 4 bottles of mineral water. No, not at one shot but by just sitting in my room in the afternoon. I mean, what can i say? The weather has been rather interesting.

Another day tomorrow but thank fully it's the last school day of the week because i am kind of tired of the hustling, bustling and jostling of the early morning traffic (because i stubbornly want to go to school myself and refused any help from the parents ). I need the saturday and sunday to get my groove back and also to get rid of this school-re-open-shock.

Frehies Smeshies.

2009-04-22T10:07:00.000+08:00

The whole school is infested with freshies. Me don't like. Me want the old and familiar faces back. Everywhere i turn to, there'll be large and i mean really large groups of Year Ones. Even the library. I love the library for its peace and quiet. Like really quiet. And you'll know what time to come to avoid the crowds, especially during lunch hour. But the scene at the library today is simply ridiculous. Like hello?! 2 years have passed but i have never seen the library this full before. There were fresh faces sprawling everywhere. And if there were anymore students hanging out at the library, i bet they need to hire somebody for crowd control.

And i checked my FYP today. Seems like i got my second choice which is Design Innovation. My first choice was Precision Engineering. Bleargh. I think i'm gonna die in the Design course. It's like DnT for the final year again and i'm having mixed feelings about it.

Other than that, it's only 10am and i feel like skipping the rest of the lessons and going straight home because reality just sank in and i am also very bored in class. Now, if only i can get my hands on that Nokia 5800 which i think has Wi-Fi, atleast i can do other things in class. Which reminds me of Monday when i wanted to print my timetable in school but the queue at the Student Service Centre was so freaking long that i decided to forgo it which resulted in me missing out on class. Egad. I'm having Engineering Desing after this, oh wait, i have to go through my Engineering Maths 3 class again first before i can go on designing some engineering stuffs.

I am so glad to be in school but i am also wishing that it would end faster. And by the way, I'm officially a senior in school. (=

You know what the two years in school had made me become? I don't care for punctuality anymore. I mean like seriously, nothing happens when you come in late because worse come to worse it'll just be a late for attendance for that day. I mean i've done more serious things like being absent for no official reason and buying MC to cover my ass for skipping classes too many times. I'm not saying i'm proud of it, well i am actually because who wants to be a goody-two-shoes right? heh. So as i was saying, i've done worse things than being late so i don't think i care anymore. I mean you can just walk into class like nothing happened you know.

OMG. I am so bored. And i am still not used to being in school. I am still in the holiday kind of mood. But thank god for this saturday, atleast i get to chill. And i love the fact that i dont have to go to school on tuesdays. Which kind of make matters worse because it'll be like the holidays again.

And i'll be eating you up baby.

2009-04-21T20:39:00.004+08:00

There's a lizard staying in my room and it makes noises in the night to irritate the hell out of me. I wonder where it came from and why, of all places, choose to stay in my room. I mean, the living room is definitely bigger and they would have lots of friends there. And i hate lizards. They are icky and have stupid eyes that stares at you which in turn would make me feel like just spraying something to torture it. I would definitely love seeing it squirm to death and i definitely love to torture things or people that i don't like. Or in short, i like to see people who i hate in pain because it gives me a kick for being so mean. But it's part of the human nature since these people deserves to die a million deaths for pissing me off or hurting me. I can name one person right now who did me wrong big time.

That done, i am now a reformed person. ( clap hand everybody!!!) No, not in that way, i am still the *ahem* nice person that i am but it's just that i am so totally in love with steaks now.

I used to dislike them so much because, i mean come on, what is better than chicken right? But hell no. You wouldn't know until you try man because these are the juiciest and the most flavourful eating thing that you can find. OMG. To those who have not try eating steak, you definitely don't know what you're missing. And yes i'm talking about you, you prude vegetable-eating person. (=

p.s. i totally cannot believe that the title for my previous post is i love school.

I Love School.

2009-04-21T09:00:00.001+08:00

The weather these past few days has been atrociously hot like hell. I can start perspiring by just standing at the bus stop for barely five minutes and the feeling can be so icky. The nights are long too since my room is extra humid.

But today, i woke up with a pleasant surprise. It was raining cats and dogs so early in the morning and thank god Tuesdays are a no-school-day because i was able to snuggle up and just wake up late.

Anyway, yesterday was the start of a new school term for us tertiary students and it was definitely better than the rest. We got to meet up and pour out all our holiday stories. From financial stories to the who-are-you-dating-now or the what-have-you-done-with-this-guy/girl. Things simply just pick up where they left from and i'm definitely glad that life threw us all together. And don't forget, birthday week you guys.

But when i stepped into the campus, i realised that i don't know more than half of the students there anymore and that yesterday was the first time i see so many people swarming in the school. Made me feel slightly left out because i feel like the minority in Year 3. )=

Oh, and me being me. I did not print out my timetable and skipped classes. Yes! On the first day of school too! HAHAHAHAHAHA

Aside from all that, i am having a pounding headache right now that i think that my eyes can go cross from it.

Monday blues.

2009-04-20T07:10:00.003+08:00

I can't believe i woke up so early in the freaking morning to blog. It's the first day of school and i am already dreading it. And suddenly, i have an aversion to waking up early. Monday blues is also on full force.

This is not good. But anyway, last night RC bonding session was good. And i finally got ideas on how to recruit new blood in.

Anyway, wish me luck for school. Hope that i dont hate it more than i already has. (=

A little narcissism will help.

2009-04-19T19:15:00.001+08:00

School's officially in tomorrow. The last i checked my timetable, class will start at 1pm because it is even week tomorrow but when i checked again, i realised that i missed my morning class which starts at 9am and end at 10am. And then, i'll be having a 3 hours break.

Urgh. I so need a touchscreen phone for school. Will anyone be kind enough to get me the Nokia 5800 Xpressmusic for my birthday?? I promise i'll be good. (=

Other than that, my right eye has been twitching since last Wednesday. 2 mishaps had happened but my right eye is still going into overdrive twitching mode. Which is really irritating me because it is just so uncomfortable. And furthermore, the bad thing that is supposedly gonna happen is keeping me in suspense.

Alright, bonding session at my house coffeeshop is in one hour and fifteen minutes time!

Dollies.

2009-04-12T17:32:00.002+08:00

Nobody likes seeing me happy that's why i'm not getting the Nokia 5800 for my birthday. HAHAHAHAHAHA I think i'm crazy since my birthday is not for another month. But then again, gotta start early right? (=

My hair is god awful. The fringe has been cut too short and now it sticks up like nobody's business. This is so maddening. And after the ruby red dye job, my hair seems to be on frizzy mode forever. I had never had frizzy hair in my entire life! And to make things worse, i just recovered from my bad ass flu and now i have like a pounding headache that doesn't seem to go away. At all.

Am i dumb or am i dumb?

2009-04-11T18:55:00.003+08:00

Muahahahahahaha. Luckily for me, i decided to check my academic calender today instead of just heading down to school on Monday because, school officially re-opens on the 20th of April instead of the 13th. My school usually re-opens in the middle of the month so that's why the slip.

Now would anyone get me the Nokia 5800? Pretty please?

I promise i'll lorbxs euu babiieee. If i can get my hands on you that is. The red Nokia 5800 not the person who'll get it for me. But i can lorbxxs euuu too if you want.

Hahahahahahahahaha.

Love, love me.

2009-04-11T18:28:00.003+08:00

Could somebody be nice enough to get this Nokia touch screen phone for my 20th birthday? This will be the best gift ever and I promise to act surprise. (=

Gotta smile because i deserve to.

2009-04-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether i'm back up but its definitely better than a few days ago. I know that i can be happy about stuffs again but i don't know why i'm pushing myself to remain down. Maybe it's because of me wanting the old life back. Not so much as last time but the slightest feeling of wanting the old is back. What can i say, i'm just a creature of habit baby. I love being comforted by the fact that things will always remain the same no matter what. But sadly to say, that's not how life work isn't it? heh.

If i really try hard and not every little thing get me down like always, i know i can surely get over this hurdle and be free. The most important thing in my life now is reaching my goal and be the very best that i can.

And by the way, my hair is no longer highlighted in gold, it's back to red. And i'm feeling blue and missing that wild streak. )'=

Back to square one.

2009-04-08T11:38:00.002+08:00

I guess i'm back to square one with it. Thought that i was finally getting over it and stuffs but at least it was better than a few months back.

School's starting next week and i don't wanna get distracted anymore. I wanna achieve my goal and be the person that i was supposed to be.

Tweets.

2009-04-03T19:39:00.002+08:00

This is so sickening. There is something wrong with my blog template and i can't seem to put in my twitter board.

And above all, i have fever and am in a very bad mood. Maybe its time to delete this blog.

Baby you're an obsession.

2009-04-01T21:14:00.004+08:00

I have been bored at home and with nothing to do, i remembered something my sister told me to kput back this morning. So i took it out again and began straightening my hair!

I've straightening it a few years back but since my hair was already straight, i didn't really continue doing it. Until now that is.

I think it's gonna be my new obsession because uh-oh, the result is great. (=

Mixed feelings.

2009-03-30T22:16:00.002+08:00

I just checked my school stuffs and oh boy, am i ever so dead because firstly, this year i will be free as hell. The timetable is off the walls i tell ya. It's like i don't even need to attend class. And secondly, 2 of my modules are being pushed wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy back and i really hate it.

And the school did not even explain anything to me.

No Other Love.

2009-03-30T18:31:00.003+08:00

I had a last minute call from a friend yesterday late in the evening. He was looking for a companion and since i also had nothing to do, i suggested that we go get a pair of shoes for me since i have been meaning to get a new pair.

So meet my new love.

The thing about the shoe is, it doesnt come in my size because the design comes only in a pair and only in that size which was one size too large. And the worse part is, there was only one pair of Vans with this design in the whole of the shopping centre. But the best part was i can tighten the laces real tight to make it fit. And now, i have 3 pairs of white shoes.

But the bestest best part is, it matches with one of my LV bags. (=

No Promises.

2009-03-29T14:40:00.004+08:00

"Because you smell of Hugo Boss baby."

You know what's the perfect sunday? It's when you have only 4hours of sleep, get woken up by a nice text and a call. After that, you head down to the Civil Service Club and get on with the bowling tournament. And while waiting for your turn to play, you get hit on by men and get free flow of food and drinks.

But i rather spend the day with Mr. PT himself. But then again, i spent my saturday with him. That's why i had only 4hours of sleep! But good food and good company. This is one Earth Day i'll never forget!

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Finally Friday.

2009-03-27T16:24:00.003+08:00

So please don't stay in touch. Because maybe, just maybe, i have found my peace.

I had a day out with mummy today. Told her quite a few things and she really rock with the advices she threw at me. HAHAHA Maybe that's why i'm happy now. Slightly happier now. Well, at least it beats being down.

Tomorrow night, Earth Hour 2009!

Today Feels Like Friday.

2009-03-26T18:33:00.005+08:00

I spent the afternoon watching these, back to back.

And i'm waiting for the 4th part to be released.

Now tell me, is it just me or is Vin Diesel just plain hot?

On the other note, i felt miserable today and yesterday. But the only difference is yesterday, i managed to don't-give-a-fcuk about my misery and was able to pull myself out of it but today, the misery is bugging me and aftecting my mood. Maybe because it rained today and i'm at home. Alone.

I don't know whether this is true but maybe, just maybe, being miserable is giving me a bad headache. Because you know, i'm thinking too much about stuffs that i have no control over. And i am having a very bad headache right now.

My brother turns 21 today and then my sister will be turning 18 in 10 days time and a month from that date i'll be turning 20.

It's amazing how our birthday months are back to back. And birthdays just make me feel so miserable. Maybe because i am too spoilt to appreciate the little things in life.

Is it Friday already?

2009-03-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

I wanna invest in a very good moisturiser for my hands and feet so that it'll be extra smooth. I never seem to get very good ones and after a few days of using the product, i'll leave it in one corner to rot and turn bad.

Other than that, today has been a really bad day because i let my emotions get the better of me and i can't seem to pull myself out of my "emo-ism" or whatever it is called since i am too lazy to think of the proper word now.

Another sad thing is that i have to dye my hair black back soon because the hair is growing. It is sad because i love my hair alot and am emotionally attached to the colour. Also, there's a reason behind the colour and stuffs. There's a history to it.

I just pledged to behave a few days back because i realised that this is seriously a trial and testing period for me and i am the type to swim instead of sink in any difficult situation. Furthermore, this is just not me. I don't behave like this and i want the old me back. But the thing is, i want it but i'm too tired to do it and am letting setbacks hurl me down.

And i have 3 more weeks till school reopens. Atleast that is something. *fake, weak smile*

xoxo,
Much Loves

And that feels alot like Love.

2009-03-18T19:11:00.005+08:00

Just when i am so into quitting smoking, the urge to smoke just had to come and sneak up on me again.

*And this will be the part where people will tell me to be strong and persevere and stuffs*

Tough luck.

My hair is such a mess. It's either i dye back to black or highlight it again. Or maybe, i could dye it black and then highlight it to a different colour. Hahahahahahahaha, fcuk. Daddy is going to kill me. Heh. Of course i want it to be of different colour. I don't wanna get stuck to black, i wanna try something different. And because my hair is growing, the roots are black and 3/4 of the length of the hair is like golden-brown-whatever colour-ish, so it's a bit freaky. Wait till they really grows and i'll be a total freak. [=

Bah! RC meeting tonight and i am so lazy to attend but the thing is that i have not been attending 3months worth of meetings because of school and exams! And speaking of which, my exam results will be released on Friday, the 20th.

I kind of know what kind of results i'll be getting but the anticipation is really killing me but i am trying not to think about it and so far, so good. *thumbs up, smile, and wink*

All's good but i don't think i should start counting the chicks before they hatch again because life is afterall, weird and so unexpecting.

xoxo,
Much Loves.

Thank You For Not Smoking.

2009-03-17T21:30:00.002+08:00

To date, i haven't been smoking for 7 days straight. This is such a surprise because just last week, i was nearly dying from not smoking. And everytime i don't smoke, my mind will start obsessing about it and i'll be so restless and troubled. And anxious too.

But one week on, the thought of smoking didnt even cross my mind. I am so back to my pre-smoking days where i was just a social smoker.

Much loves. (=

Superficially shallow.

2009-03-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

I need to update or else my blog will have dust.

I realised that i don't have anything to jot down anymore because everything that happens happened in the heart and mind. I don't need to share sad things with everybody because people are naturally self-centered and they would only bother if the problem affects them or they just wanna know the juicy details.

Unlike a handful of deliciously nice people of course. And i don't know since when are nice people delicious. But they are. . . . . . i think. (=

I privatised my blog a little while ago instead of deleting some posts because I mean, i rather have thoughts still intact than being open and letting some unknown people reading them. Yes, it's open to public and all that but then again, the free world has its limits too you know.

Oh yea, i own 5 cars in Sorority Life already. I'm aiming for a hummer next. (=

I Need Help.

2009-03-14T22:40:00.003+08:00

I am feeling afraid, restless and frustrated. Most importantly, i don't know what to do about my life anymore.

I just wanna freaking cry all the troubles away.

Life seriously has been tough and i'm not the type to give up but i don't have either the strength or the courage to continue anymore.

Don't Mess With A Sister.

2009-03-14T11:36:00.003+08:00

I'm hooked on Sorority Life on Facebook. All that i have been doing is to gain back my energy, plan events and shopping!!!

I like the fact that i have $100, 000 in my Sorority Bank. Tho' its not real money, atleast i can still shop and be happy. (=

And it's so freaking easy to get money! ( Note: I did not say earn money)

It'll be cool if life is like that.

Mood swings.

2009-03-12T17:02:00.004+08:00

The weather these days is whacked. I'll wake up to sun rays shining hotly down on my face and by 5pm, it'll start to rain.

I don't know what's up with it but yea, it's cool having two types of weather in a day.

Kind of like my mood. Tho' having mood swings is so not cool at all. (=

Not enough time.

2009-03-12T10:16:00.002+08:00

It's been a week since i last post anything up. Nothing interesting has been going on except that things has been wacky recently.

Yea, and that's about it. I had alot to post yesterday but it just flew out of the window when i switch on my laptop today.

Try Again.

2009-03-06T19:40:00.003+08:00

I came across some videos today and an inspirational one caught my attention. Well, it actually brought tears to my eyes. It's about not giving up in life and having the determination to get up and move on.

Yeah, i'm all about not giving up and striving for what i want and being determined enough to get what i want eventhough the ride maybe devastatingly bumpy, but what to do, since i have always had this determined streak in me and i dare say i actually enjoy not giving up.

Time and time again when people and life get me down, i jumped back up and slap them in the face because i am determined that nothing is going to get me down or away from anything that i want. ( I think a few of my past post showed that) But the video opened my eyes to the real reason for not giving up.

"If i were to fail in life, and then give up, i realised that i would never get back up. Unless i try and try till i succeed. "

I guess today is an inspirational day for me since somebody told me this in the wee hours of the morning "if first you don't succeed, try, try, try again. "

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